February 2012
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my weird roommate is very methodically putting masking tape all over foot, including in between her toes. it is grossing me out a lot. i just… don’t understand. ew…
tumblrbot asked: WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE INANIMATE OBJECT?
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hanging out with one of my best friends, listening to Adele and eating has helped my mood a little bit. fuck him. he is not the last person that will love me. and if he doesn’t want me, why the fuck should he have me? i have a lot to offer. i have a huge capacity and willingness to love, i am candid, i am fun and playful, i am smart and a good conversationalist, i give great presents, i am a...
26 days until the Hunger Games comes out. Holy shit.
life is so lonely without you
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I really miss my cats. I could use a soft warm body to cuddle right now. They don’t judge me if I cry or still love him. Music is making me feel a little better, and I did some art. I feel like shit though. I miss him so much. I am ready to start feeling better, but I don’t see it on the horizon.
I want to somehow forget about all of this and just be free.
Hunger Games Thirty Day Challenge: Day 3
Day 3: A character you hate that everyone loves.
I don’t believe I have one. I’m too busy loving all the characters to hate any of them!
this hasn’t been a good morning so far. i woke up and immediately checked my phone for a good morning text, before the reality of my situation sank in. it has been 8 solid days of no communication, but it feels like a couple years. we were right to decide on not talking, it has made a big difference.
i wish i could wrap my head around it. no matter how much i try to recite my situation to...
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Rest in Peace, Jaik Miller
a close relative of my ex-boyfriend (not Eli, Henry, the boyfriend that came before) died yesterday. I am talking to him about it. It is so absurd and sad. he was too young to die and one of a kind. Rest in peace, Jaik Miller. Your good heart, strangeness and creativity will be missed by the world.
play your songs with all the badass musicians in heaven.
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Hunger Games Thirty Day Challenge: Day 2
Day 2: Your Least Favorite Character
Again, like with my favorite character, there is some competition for this title. I am tempted to say President Snow or Coin, but I think there is a character that I dislike more. Katniss’ mother. While her need to mourn for her husband’s death is completely understandable, she was completely prepared to let her children starve to death. Tiny,...
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Hunger Games Thirty Day Challenge: Day 1
Day 1: Your favorite character.
A: I have a handful of characters that I adore, but I’d have to say my number one favorite character is Cinna. He is the first person that shows Katniss that the people in the Capitol aren’t all monsters. He truly believes in Katniss, before anyone else does. He is both an artist and an activist, two things that I love and relate to. He is one of the...
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Rambling Stream of Consciousness Poem About Eli
I was untrusting and broken when I came to you
An animal kicked too many times
Longing for a reason to believe
In gentleness and love.
And with what grace and energy did you convince me
Sweeping me into your arms
Like the hero I wanted you to be.
You listened and healed the gouges in my heart
Kissed the tears away into smiles
Of warmer better summer days.
All of the things I wanted to believe...
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why is it so hard to see that he is online on facebook chat and have to resist messaging him and knowing he won’t message me? I mean it hurts like fuck. it gives me that shitty feeling in my chest like my heart is physically broken, not just emotionally. I want to just get over him already….
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new tumblr!
hey everyone, I am still going to use this as my main/personal blog, but i made a new one for my interest in clothing, fashion, etc.
follow me here http://tealtights.tumblr.com/
thankies, followers!
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One Jump Ahead - Aladdin
This is waaaay stuck in...
Social Anxiety test. →
mathcomeseasy:
Your score was 62.
Scores in the 51 - 68 range indicate very severe Social Anxiety.
Me, in a nutshell.
I got a 33.
Scores in the 31 - 40 range indicate moderate Social Anxiety, which sounds about right.
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good day today =]
I actually had a good day today. I’m not back to normal, far from it, but I was pretty okay today. I had a decent appetite (1 1/2 meals and a few snacks), I laughed A LOT more than I have in quite a while, I have resisted looking at his facebook page at all (which has helped sooo much) and I have really felt pretty good. I listened to a ton of music, skipping the songs that would have...